peta,

i wish you were here with me. there's sooo many things i wanna tell you and i wanna do with you and i want you to see cuz i know you'd find them all so very funny. nothing truely exciting has happened lately... trust me you'd be the first one i'd tell. i miss you sooooo much. school starts on monday... without you and kristen. it's gonna suck so incredibly bad. it sucks so bad that we have to continue on living and doing stuff without you guys.

im watching vh1 video countdowns... gwen stefani has this very retarded song called cool. it's soo annoying and just plain out stupid. now you and me by lifehouse is on. you knew about that song sooo before everybody else. :-P we use to sing it on the softball bus... and i always thought it was a good song... the guy just sounds like he's in excrutiating pain... somebody should just shoot him and put him out of his misery.

volleyball kinda sucks.... i really never got to play with you besides @ roxbury... so i really dont know what it's like with you two, but i have megan and she's a pretty kool kid.

ooo another thing... i told you that mrs leonard talked to us the over day. we'll everybody like starts crying and stuff and then they stare @ like me and shanna... and we just kinda sit there. they dont understand how much it hurts and how much we think about you two and how much we cry... just cuz we're strong doesnt mean a thing. i swear the world thinks us two are insane. we have to be strong and not let it get to us... it's soo hard without you two around... but we have to keep living our lives. we use to do EVERYTHING with you guys and everything just plainly sucks now, but somebody has to be strong... and why not the two closest to you guys?

there was just a comercial for the ring2. we were suppose to see that!!! thanks... now i have to watch it by myself cuz i have nobody else! :-P i wish you could come down from heaven and have an anna/steph night.

i woke up this morning and nobody was here. i believe my mom is working but i dunno where my dad went?  ooo well... i'll sit here by myself like usual.

well... im gonna go watch tv or something

i miss you... and love you always

mary